Susan’s Hair Update #1

Well, my hair is still coming out at the rate of a brush full of strands a day. I went to see my stylist and he trimmed my hair up to my shoulders. I can pull it back into a stubby ponytail but no more braids for me, sigh. I thought he might cut it super short but his advice was to chop off all the length and leave it be. My pulled back hair still looks okay and it covers my scalp, so why chop it before we have to?

Isn’t it funny how there are certain aspects of our appearance that we feel define us in some way?  Mine has surely been my hair - very thick, brown, straight and quick to grow. I miss the weight of my heavy braid down my back between my shoulders. I have a feeling that when this hair loss grows back in (hopefully) it is not going to be brown anymore. The new little strands are all silvery grey. Am I having one of those dramatic hair color change episodes in my life after a seriously ill summer and some new chemo meds for the RA? Too funny.

The good news is how well the Rituxan is working for me. I am in month 4 after my first set of infusions and the RA symptoms are very much gone. I still get tired and my muscles get sore from being active again, but that is pretty normal stuff. Hopefully I can make it through the six month cycle with no flares, which puts me into early February for the next round of medication. No need for prednisone, pain meds or a cane, how good can things get?

I am also able to hand stitch again so my photo in this post is a close-up of my almost completed La Passacaglia quilt top that has been hand basted and stitched, made entirely of Liberty Tana Lawn fabrics. I was so crippled this summer that I did not sew much, but I have been playing catch up since the Rituxan has made me feel so very much better.

Here’s hoping tomorrow is another good day!
Susan

Complications, Complications, Complications

Until recently, I felt as though we had my RA under control with Remicade infusions and Methotrexate pills. As a novice science experiment, I did not realize just how tricky the disease could be and the many ways it could come after me.

After my most recent infusion, I developed a case of shingles, ouch. Now that hurt! I guess the shingles indicated a weakened immune system, and a week later a nasty respiratory virus stepped in to grab me. Two weeks and now I had two illnesses I had missed out on before: pleurisy and the shingles. This is the first time I have been seriously ill as a science experiment, and the doctors think the Remicade and the RA were key contributing factors.

I never realized just how nice it is to be able to breathe freely and without pain. After three days in the hospital, I came back home to ride out the respiratory issues. It is going to be a longer ride than I thought.  The other outcomes from these illnesses is no more Remicade for me. I am being switched to Rituxan after the respiratory issues clear out. Scary, scary, I have watched the folks getting their Rituxan infusions and it seems more daunting then two hours of a Remicade drip.  The side effects seem more staggering as well.

Of course, this means that I will be in a painful state for the next 4 to 6 weeks, taking only Prednisone while the Remicade leaves my system.  Having RA flares along with not being able to breathe truly adds insult to injury.

Here’s hoping tomorrow is another good day!
Susan
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